Breathe
I’ve forgotten how the pine and spruce breathe the cold, crisp
winter air with love, acceptance and lust fully and deeply into their being and
send that very air into the needles of green, solid green, which shoot the cold
out and shake off the snow only to bring new life.
I’ve forgotten how it feels to be among my friends from my home in
the snow across the sea, all too far to be so close yet distant and welcoming.
I’ve forgotten the embraces outside in the cold winter air, the
kisses beside roaring birch fires and the love beyond this loving world.
I’ve forgotten where you take me when all is melting, fading and
changing away in an attempt to be more, more and more beautiful than that
wonderful land is.
I’ve forgotten what a gift we have received; Peace and Love in
Expanse; all we need, is it not? A place under the stars, in the grass, on a
hill, in the North, away from the bustling busy bodies of the urbane. A place
where time, matter stand still for eternity, and onwards. I miss such a place.
I’ve forgotten the warmth of our bodies, playing in the snow as the
deer do leap and trot and briskly blunder through the woods of the deep, dark
peace. We fall into each other’s arms and do not let go. The snow melts on our
faces, mixing with sweat and tears.
I have forgotten the words, thank you, I adore you, I am so in love
with you. Here they are. Said aloud for you. The ink bursts forth and declares
them yours! til the end of infinity which is very far in the distance, perhaps
never to be reached.
I have forgotten the deepest longing of my heart.
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